hurm

I woke up late that day ( December 18th ) .

We ( My family , Zana and I ) went to cinema at One Utama's GSC . We watched Bevery Hill Chihuahua . It's quite fun as i thought . After the movie ended , we went to Zana's house and sent Syasya and Edrynn . Sleepover for a night . Then Mummy and I went back home .

Night , we ( Abah , Mummy and I ) went to mcd for supper . At first , we were talking bout my up to date school , and it's just fine . Then , Abah was talking about belief in God . He was , urm , lil bit pressure me there . He , forced me to wear scarf . Hm . I didn't mean to let him down or  disobey him . But , the time hasn't come yet . I need to be ready . I start with a basic one . Pray . Yeah . And I did it . Mengaji . Almost everyday . Memorising Yaasin . Another 2 more pages and I'm done . I know . I'm not perfect . But what does he expect from a lady like me that never escapes from mistakes ? Only God knows why . He's doing right . I salute you Abah . You're a great dad . Care about me . Too much . I know . But I'm sorry if I let you down .

Counting the days

I have 18 days left more to go and still haven't prepare anything . But it's fine . I understand . My parents were busy doing their stuff . I'm glad I got parents that support me in studies very much . They sacrificed many things even sending me to the best school in Perak . But I don't know why at first I was stubborn and disobeyed my parents' advised . Now I'm trying to fulfill their hopes and repay them back with my successful results . I hope so . Insyaallah . I'm the eldest and I can't let them down . I must make them proud . So I decided to study far away from KL . So my other sisters and brother will get more attentions . Plus , I can reduce Mummy and Abah's saving . You know what I mean . Thus , I'll pray for my success . Amen .